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Same here, OP.
21/M, Impoverished, straight-edge, socially inept NEET with no friends and no proper hobbies. I spend my days working around the house so my parents don't throw me out.
So long as I'm giving personal info...
I've only ever gone so far as to hug someone I was attracted to.
I'm teetering on obesity (although I have enough muscle mass and flexibility for it to not be a real issue)
I spend my off time watching youtube videogame videos or porn.
I hate the "culture" of my town and the surrounding area.
I don't have a full driver's license, and don't have the confidence to even try (not that I would have anything to drive, or fuel to drive it with)
I became obsessed with a girl on the internet in high school only to find out in the last month of the first semester that she's engaged, which cause what I would now self-diagnose as depression, causing my grades to fall from mid-70s to low-50s.
I pushed myself into college during the same year, only to drop out a few months later because "I didn't like the course*, real reason being continued depression now fortified by living alone and no longer having (or gaining) friends. (actually that's not entirely true, I met a girl that I liked, but it turned out she had a boyfriend in the military).
I couldn't get much of a refund for dropping out, so I became ~7k in debt, not including the ~2k debt to my parents (that I still have yet to pay).
After ~8 months I got a shitty minimum wage job that expected way too much for how much I was being paid, which I left almost immediately after clearing away my debt.
A year later I joined a trades training program that asked for 3 months of free labour in exchange for on-site training, for which there was almost none.
And now, ~8 months later, I'm here, at home, at 4am on an air mattress in my parent's house.
Good times.
