>>8658017>Would you consider porn cheating?Nah. It's different, it's about the emotional investment again. Even a brief conversation with a stranger needs that intent and investment that makes it more than just jacking it on your own or to some pre-uploaded material. Again, personal thoughts, but that's where the line is for me.
As for all the other stuff, that's hard, man, but if you'd like my advice? Time to end it. Clear that you feel trapped, and you're looking for avenues. This isn't a relationship for you as it stands, and you deserve better than that. No need to be harsh, might still hurt, and good end would mean keeping your friendship. However, the level of unhappiness that seems to come through with what you're laying down need a conversation at the very least. It's time for something to change, and given your situation, likely an end to this chapter of your life, bruh.
All my two cents, take or leave it, but as I said above, you deserve to be happy and doesn't sound like you are.
