most women i meet are in some way related to other people that i perfer to stay in highish regards with, i don't want the subway people spitting in my sandwich because 3 months ago i tried to strike conversation with a girl while waiting in line and she just writes you off as a creep making a move and she turns out to be a friend of one of the subway employees and she opens her huge mouth several times a second to spew out some overdramaticly intonated garbage and suddenly you got a reputation and people give you looks
in the end it's the girl that decides to go with it, respectfully and discretely sends signals that she doesn't want anything to do with you, or humiliate you in her entire social circle because based only on superficial looks you're not looking at least 95% like the white knight she imagined in her dreams while she was 7 after watching cinderella for the first time or have the same level of staged charm as her favorite crappy MTV-tier popstar so you're that guy that tried to fuck her and your life is possibly ruined because of a dumb walking fleshlight that you didn't even get to fuck
it's just not that often that i find myself in a place where i don't 'know' someone already or where i'll never be again and even when i do it's rare to see a woman without company that looks like she'd be open for a chat and that doesn't look and act like a dumb self absorbed waste of tridimensional space
i'm shaking right now. this is what you did to us
