>>8679111Have you looked into what you are actually doing? what you eat, exercise, vitamins and that sort of thing? I know you have heard it before, but it's either that or theres something fucky in the membrane.
Maybe you are bipolar, maybe it's the drugs you do, maybe it's the fear of laying down and waiting for sleep with a disconnect to your senses.
What ever it is, you need to look for it. If you have looked at everything you stop completely and live your life. At some point you view of the world will change just enough for the problem to bring itself out. But if you really need to get better fast there's things you can do to speed up the change, like asking for help. Good job brother, you'll get there. It's just all about the experience, if meaning is what you are looking for that is it, doesn't matter what you experience.
All the gods but none of them specifically. To me, and I think what most religions are or were trying to convey is that everything is god.
all that is, is a singularity, and that's god
