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>be me
>be 18
>parents giving up on life because of how much they are in debt
>i'm a betafag
>self esteem is close to 0
>dont have a close person to talk to
>the therapist that i went to moved to another country because reason uknown
>starting to have suicidal thoughts
>parents are alcoholists who care only about drinking
>out of 30 days per month (aprox) we only have enough food for 20 days, money goes out in about 14 days.
>we usually eat what we can in the last 10 days
>bread, potatoes, nothing else.
>almost failed my 11th grade (junior year)
>i cant focus in school
>i'm stressed out so much i cant keep my hands steady
>went to the doctor because of pains in my back
>my spine is crooked. if i dont go to fix it i lose my left leg
>if i go fix it i cannot for during the summer to make myself some money (parents cannot afford to give me money anymore)
>if i dont i lose my leg.
>/bant/ how to i continue living when my mom keeps telling me she is giving up on life
>these words keep me up at night
>be 18
>parents giving up on life because of how much they are in debt
>i'm a betafag
>self esteem is close to 0
>dont have a close person to talk to
>the therapist that i went to moved to another country because reason uknown
>starting to have suicidal thoughts
>parents are alcoholists who care only about drinking
>out of 30 days per month (aprox) we only have enough food for 20 days, money goes out in about 14 days.
>we usually eat what we can in the last 10 days
>bread, potatoes, nothing else.
>almost failed my 11th grade (junior year)
>i cant focus in school
>i'm stressed out so much i cant keep my hands steady
>went to the doctor because of pains in my back
>my spine is crooked. if i dont go to fix it i lose my left leg
>if i go fix it i cannot for during the summer to make myself some money (parents cannot afford to give me money anymore)
>if i dont i lose my leg.
>/bant/ how to i continue living when my mom keeps telling me she is giving up on life
>these words keep me up at night
