>>8708652Get a grip dude.
College/Uni is a cradle of inspiration. To grasp an inspiration it takes a personal inspiration And self-discipline.
>try everything at your disposal>try to genuinely impress yourself>then try to impress your fellow students with your excitement>if None of them is impressed at the slightest, you are in a wrong group>You Are in a Wrong Group.Happened to me back in the day. I eventually (after three tries) found my own team.
>super quirky team>I genuinely had no idea I could fit in the way I did>still super good friends, we have a meet at New Year in my placeSo there. You'll never know.
That's all. Good luck.