As a femanon, I'm going to be brutally honest with you OP. No girl and I mean NOT A SINGLE ONE is going to be with a guy like you UNLESS it's for monetary gain. I'm being dead ass, like the sulking and "boo hoo woe is me it's a clown world durrrr" shit is fucking cringe and makes you look like such a pussy. I find that this type of weak behavior is mostly inherent within white guys. I mean don't get me wrong, I lost my virginity to a white guy but do I date white guys now? (I'm 23 btw) uh fuck no. They are so weird out in public, keep looking around and not wanting to go into crowded places. Opts to eat at the emptiest fucking restaurant and not the packed ones. My current boyfriend is black and I gotta say, it's fucking night and day. I'm going to leave it there because I feel like If I'm even more brutal you might kill yourself or something and I don't want that.
