hey Anons, I've a confession to make

You ever feel so concerned about your sexuality that you may never accept to be the person you actually are? A good chunk of my friends are right-winged and reject anyone who is even close to being a part of the lgbtq, and they're really good freinds too, always have your back and they're here in the time of need.
And the other half who are left-winged accept everything that doesn't contradict common sense and have actual fucking brains instead of the morons that I share my oxygen with. 2 years into highschool and I have told about 4-5 friends who I really am... and I know a ton of people... like... fucking how did I manage to make friends with my retardation.
Am I just going to be alone until the rest of my life? Just because I'm a whiny puss?