>>8730808>tell me more about yourself. Did you ever want to try dmt?Not really, it was available, but I was not never that much into the psychedelic scene or shrooms or anything like that. Acid was a different story, I did multiple trips in spawn of few months. They were not some fluffy, enjoyable trips either, but I usually took so many micrograms >200 that they felt like epileptic seizures. I do not even know why I kept doing it because I hated it the first time I tried it, it was way too extreme drug for my psyche and I should have left it at that first dose.
The first time I had real hallucinations (those kind of which you cannot differentiate from reality) was in some party when I had done lots of MDMA: I went for a cigarette with this one guy and the air around us seemed somehow so thick that I could grab it. I could actually bend the air to a point that there was a hole in this aethyr -like substance. I asked the guy "Did you see that?" and he of course replied that he did not see anything.
The worst hallucinations I have ever seen were during MDMA comedowns when I would smoke some weed, perhaps a bit of sleep deprivation, shutters to even think what kind of fucked up shit I saw (Mostly some gore-esque stuff like my friend chopping his head off with a machete, the blood and all felt so real, even though all of it was just the product of a drugged and sleep deprived brain)