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So about a year ago I found nofap and decided to try it but I couldn't really hold a streak for longer than 2 weeks. So instead of doing long streaks I decided to just whack off once a week so I have something to look forward to. (btw before nofap I was fapping once or twice a day) I still do it once a week but occaisionally I binge and do it a few times in a row but its not as fun as before. Whenever I fap more than 2 days in a row my dick hurts and I feel like shit. Also the actual fapping is not as fun and pleasurable as it used to be. I'm also losing interest in sex altogether, now I wouldn't even consider having sex with someone unless I truly cared about that person and I no longer regard sex as just a source of pleasure like I used to. I'm 18 but I don't really care about losing my virginity, I just want to find someone I really care about. Like if a hot girl just came up and offered to fuck me I would almost definitely decline. I'm not asexual though because I get aroused by stuff, I'm just not interested in having sex. Everyone thinks I'm weird because of this. I'm also developing a hatred of pornography.
