>Be mutt
>Parents not together and live with white family whole my life
>Close friends are white and always making nigger-monkey normie jokes . I pretend to laugh but dont like it.
>I´m the most attractive of my group so I think they hate me since they do not lift.
>Want a cute white girlfriend but can only talk with white girls on omegle shirtless.
>only see my black family 2 times a year
" oh hey anon...you look more white?"
"they see my instagram stories where Im surrounded by white people all the time but is just because I literally do not know any black people.
>Takes a lot of photos with my black family while on holidayts with them to show Im proud of both my heritages

How the fuck do you guys live as a mutt? It´s hard as fuck.