I just had a weird dream where I was hanging out at my aunt's house with my family, lying on the couch with my eyes closed. Then, my 10 yo cousin came and thinking I was asleep, she french-kissed me.
I felt it with detail, her soft lips, tiny toungue and her saliva entering my mouth. My heart was racing.
I was disgusted and full of guilt, I pretended I was sleep, but then I couldn't take it and asked her to stop and don't tell anyone, she said that she would blackmail me (Somehow, now that I think of it, doesn't make any sense) and I was really scared.
I woke up and it's been a whole day, but I can't forget it.
Why did that happened? Why did I dreamed something so awful? Why can't I just let it go?