hay guys
i'm sure u had predicted i have some questions so i would like an AYA before i thicken the plots and plan my moves, if you dont mind. in return i would give a run down of events as i see/saw them, which u might think u know already but good luck intercepting my thoughts pissbirds :>

also, this makes me feel weird but also other ppl have no qualms putting donate links on their lil websites n whatnot so why should i. i tried to make a patreon but im dumb as shit and idk where that process is at. i am working on my dumb lil website this week. for now if u feel like being helpful, here is my venmo @mar-15 u can donate or better yet choose one of these things to buy: drawing, painting, bones(not mine), musings, snailsmail, photography surprises.

anyway, if at any point someone has claimed to be me on here, they were not, self awareness has really just started in the last couple days and i dont know shit about a n y t h i n g .
i really appreciate the ppl who have taken time to write creative and excellent science papers etc to explain it all but im sorry once again i am dumb as shit im a simple boi.
i had no idea this was a thing, much less that it goes back further than i ever imagined, or was complex. i have no idea if its a stream or videos or where those would be. i had a few days where i cried and was very dramatic i know but i didnt know how to process anything and still dont but am working on a much better attitude and sense of humor, thanks to all the funnies you guys make really i love yall.

so
-i humbly request the actual names (alongside pseudonyms if u wouldnt mind) of all involved- im sorry i tried but i cant understand the references i dunno shit.
-when, why & with whom it started (explain like im 5 pls)
-my bf's involvement specifically (ppl just dont seem to have the balls to claim what they say/do TO ME which i can fuck off abt, however, i have a deep love for "paul" so explanation would b nice)

or, just tell me bout ur day. thank u