>>8764870>>8764876Yeah, I definitely feel better here, I walk around more freely and...idk, I don't mind myself that much I guess. Though I still have problems with talking to others I don't feel like I spoil the air for everyone. And the sadness, I guess it will never fall off at this point, but I can live with it so it's fine.
I really really want to stay here, this is were I belong for sure. But I need to work hard for that and socialize with ppl around a lot more, which I kinda don't since I still give that vibe of a weirdo.
Also only know I started to notice that I wasted my best years basically on nothing at all, hehe.
