I am starting to question the reality of things.
It all started with me taking the stoicism pill, and reading marcus aurelius.
then I found some memes about the fact that stoicism and the idea of living in a simulation get along very well.

Then I noticed shit happening.

One day I was debating if eat some pastry in a specific place, would it have benefitted me in the long term? NO, it would have took me back from my real aspirations.

When I arrived the bakery had been destroyed by vandals.

Then a girl, a long time crush showed up to my door demanding asylum.

Would she be a good thing for me? she would just be temporary pleasure, and a bad company.

Then I met this old men that looked like my dad, and had a son of my age, I MEAN SAME AGE (born the same week).

The kid is handicapped, and has as passion xbox, and Halo in particular (I used to be kinda reclusive and addicted) It was like watching myself from a distorted mirror

I don't know boys, getting scared here.