anyone feel like they've got no strong sense of self, and lack any genuine opinion on anything?

i feel like i'm just caught up in other people's storms. i'm only ever adapting myself to what other people want but i've been doing that so long that i search for anything concrete or consistant about myself, and i find absolutely nothing.

i'm absolutely mesmerized by people with strong convictions or passions, its like i feed off their energy when i'm around them. i couldn't bring myself to even get out of bed most days so seeing someone who looks like they know what they're doing in life is almost comforting in a weird way.