So ive come to the realization that i probably wont find a girlfriend or wife. That sounds so pathetic to write.

Im pretty good looking and financially well off.
Society just kinda sucks, you know?
I find it difficult to find anyone who has similar interest, which is weird because I feel like im a typical dude.

The good thing that ive learned is that peace comes from yourself and only you can make yourself happy. It would be nice to find someone to share that with though.