>>8860238Today I had an extreme rage attack. During it I said something like "I'LL KILL MYSELF". Both just stared themselves and one of them said ironically "this is your fault" to the another.
About professional help, when I was more young, I tried many times, and they just said the same thing "He doesn't have anything". I know that it's a different situation, but I fear it, I fear that they just say that "It's just a temporary problem. Here, give him this antidepressant and he'll be fine".
>>8860249Thanks, I guess.