>>8860178Hatred.
No I don't mean media fantasy hatred, I mean the real, pervasive hatred that permeates society and every social interaction, at least with anyone who isn't your friend. They all hate you. Every single one. And the causes for them to hate you only increase in number, and there are SO many. You're always in their way, in the way of something they want to happen, or making life worse for them by simply existing. And you probably are because you hate them too.
They wish you were dead. You wish they were dead. You all wish I was dead.
I wish you could just treat others the way you want to be treated but that's too much to ask, nobody does that anymore, because nobody is really forced to spend time with anyone. You just pick whoever you hate the least.
And one day, someone is going to act on that hatred. Against you, and against me. They will take great joy in your suffering, or their fantasies of your suffering.
They will spill our blood with glee.
And they'll try to find a way to make everyone else rejoice in our agony, lest they be torn apart too.
That's what I'm afraid of.
