Few minutes ago I realized a thing about my life, through a comment on a video.
(https://youtu.be/v0WF3iIwt98)
I'm a flat person, I mean I feel fine about my life, sometime a bit sad but nothing so serious:
Got a gf, I go at the uni, when I've got time I do modelling (nothing exaggerated Just a few photos nothing more) and after all I'm pretty ok with my life, but sometimes I feel nostalgic. I'm not nostalgic of the "good'ol day" Indeed the opposite, infact before I went through some bad depression, no interaction with anyone for days, no sport, no study, basically nothing except for one thing: I discovered the Vaporwave.
I Know it's trash and cancer and all, but I still like it; anyway when the first time I found it I just wanted to know more and more about it, I started to listen the most "vanguard" albums and the most unknown Artis. Any song any Musical work was amazing, and I miss that Excitement, even if connected to moments of the most complete abyss of my life, but probably I would not like to Relive all that.
Basically just that, I want to share just some thoughts.