>>8872996Your body is your temple. If the truth of creation strongly exists within you, anything that reduces one's present consciousness will be an anathema to them. When I was 9 I convinced my mother to stop drinking.
The level of attack upon my life the last 10 years is short of nothing supernatural and even unrealistic to discuss here or anywhere else. I am not sure I have met anyone who would have continued on as long as I have given the circumstances that have unfolded.
My family traces back to the Swedish king. I was a National scholar, on a full ride. I have known many to rhyme my name with the word brain because of my level of intelligence. In terms of spiritual knowledge, I seem to just know many things, just looking at someone, causes an immediate reaction to turn around and look at me (they feel the energy from my eyes coming out).
However, I have pretty much given up on my natural state of being, which is strong and tough but keeping my heart open towards all. I found myself abused and taken advantage of countlessly. The only peace I've found has been with actual monks in the middle of nowhere in Europe and they love me so much they contact me all the time asking me to come back. My current plans are focused on the purchase of land in an area I can recover and come back stronger. I am honestly not sure this isn't me. The level of temptation in my life was extremely great when I was a 10 in terms of attractiveness living in Malibu. I had people who hung out with real celebrities on my case on a daily basis to come visit with them, celebrate with them, etc.. but I would choose my family instead. When nothing worked to break me or turn me putrid, my health was attacked and a surgery performed that almost killed me multiple times. I spent years in a twilight zone where doctors would read my reports, see my MRIs, design a course of treatment, and then suddenly reverse everything they said and deny ever saying what they said. The list is endless.
