How sad is born white and man?

I'm asian man and i like to watch black men with white women because it's remember that black men are the dominant male, the white men is sexually related to shit, are losers who aren't wanted by women, their porn is just shit with white women, of small dick, not racially worshiped, not cuckolding men of other race, no women of other race doing videos, news, media against men of own race and celebrated with white men and white women as inferior for the women of other race, i love anti-white male polarization and racial praise of white women, i love how all racial fetishes made for men of other race with white women are keep promoted as sexy, cool, hot and white men and non-whit eowmen need to be asexual, nerfed, boring, uncool, ugly, negative, rare, exception compared to constant white women being the only race used

How do white males have capacity to masturbate if you are told that you are inferior, cuckold race, are forced to watch and be with white women only who already was included with niggers and was the only race of women who was heavy used and worked to lower seuxal market of men of own race promoting yourselves as inferior men, sexually related to shit, white women being the only race who have sexual scenes, praise the men of other race and were agianst men of own race, while the white males looks like pathetic loser pets forced to watch media with white women, porn with white women, have no racial pride while white women have all racial pride of keep white women above all races in american propaganda? Why the white women is not inferiorized for asian women? Why the white women is not ridiculed for white men and non-white women? Why the racial staged couples were pushed with white women only and were celebrated?

How white men masturbate and think in themselves fucking women or being men if you are keep as inferior, cuckold race, non-dominant male, and related as enemy of women by American political racial manipulation?