I really want to have a normal life without any loneliness and depression.
Life with real life frens with whom I'd share common interests and talk with every day.
As the time passes I'm becoming more and more dull, nothing interests me, no porn gives me satisfaction, no meme makes me laugh, no movie is interesting, no song cheers me up, I can't even study things I have to, it all seems pointless and boring.
Even if I have a chance to talk with someone it's just a short boring and pointless talk, the person loses any interest in me and I was probably not even interested in that person from start.

How do I treat this?
What the fuck do I do anons?
Should I go to shrink and tell him Im not good?
Or should I just kill myself and end my degenerate misery, if so what would be a proper way to hang myself?