tl;dr I went full retard, went AWOL from work, saw a psychologist, have my shit a lot more under control, how do I beg to keep my job after missing multiple days?
I wouldn't be lying if I said I was unhealthy and wasn't sure if I was gonna go to a hospital, etc. without specifying what happened.
I understand if I have to live with the consequences of my actions, but I want to mitigate those and have the best relations I can.