>>8916978its not like I never tried but my first love was a roastie who fucked 18 year olds when we were in 7th grade never could do anything about it never asked her out. Second was a girl in my drama club in school 8th grade a friend of mine got to be hear boyfriend after I told him that I love her, the third one also in the drama club to anxcious to even talk to her was distant to me.
You know german women are really superficial and treat you as non existent.
I dont even lock ugly just average with bad style and shlightly yellow teeth, but thats enough for german women to ignore you, you dont exist.
Inever had a private casual chat with a women and Im not the only one who got treated like that in school almost 2/3 do not exist for them.
After that I dont even fall in love anymore.
Now Im 22 unemployed( worked half a year as minimum wage slave) with no vision for my future my mother cries sometimes at night and my father called me a failure and that Im killing him.
Since last year I developed breathing issues with chest pain maybe panic attacks but Im not even depressed.
Ijust feel like Im in a Time Vortex where everything in my life is put on hold.
