anyone find their cognitive dissonance sometimes impossible to deal with?

i can feel like i have an incredibly strong opinion on something but a mere half an hour later i don't give a shit at all.

>hate promiscuity
>would still instantly forget about that the moment it doesn't suit me
>feel like a communist some days, some days feel like larping a nazi
>hate mlp and furries until i realize i don't even care what people do anyway
>hate abos sometimes, sometimes i'm in the mood to talk to them because they can be great company
>hate NEETS/being a NEET, make fun of wage slaves anyway and would hate having a job

stuck in this wishy washy limbo state of never sincerely believing anything, because on some fundamental level nothing even matters to me anyway. can it be that some people like arguing and don't even care why?