>>8949331Yeah well obviously it's gonna leave at least a few nasty side effects on a brain. But you know there's so many things in life that do that
You should probably fix your shit if you can but I personally don't believe anything really changes in such a situation until you actually hit that "oh shit I'm fucked" moment
Strap in lad there's a chance talking to yourself might become a blessing rather than curse. Just try not to do it in public too much