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What causes this uncontrollable urge to be gay and want to fuck faggots and maybe sometimes succ one off, it's like an unconquerable impulse almost on par with the sensation of hunger or thirst. How is that not biological or genetically determined? It has to be, because there is no off switch there is no choosing involved. It would be like the reverse of a heterosexual person trying to FORCE themselves to like the same sex.
Or it's like a person who likes chocolate ice cream ALOT, then someone comes along and tells them to stop liking chocolate icecream and to like vanilla instead. But wtf, the person doesnt fucking like vanilla, the person likes chocolate. Or a football fanatic. This motherfucker just LOVES football. Does he want to stop loving football? Why would he? It's what he fucking likes!
Picture yourself right now and think of something you genuinely enjoy doing or whatever. Now in this very moment, try to forcibly WILL yourself to not enjoy that thing anymore. Experiment. See if it works