>>9009350>4-5 times a week for over 10 yearsThat's a lot. I used to do it once a week.
>a little over 4 in diameterI hope you're talking about centimeters. My dildo was 3.7cm max in girth and 17cm in length.
What kind of lube do you use? Did you ever cum handsfree?
I managed to cum handsfree multiple times, it felt really pleasurable. Like a prolonged usual orgasm with cum being pushed out forcefully making me moan uncontrollably in high pitched voice.
Anal masturbation feels really good, but I decided to give up on it since I've noticed it influenced my life in ways I didn't want it to. Like I'd get that certain itch for a dildo in my ass at work leaving me horny for the rest of the day, or getting aroused for things I don't want to be aroused for (thinking about anally fucking myself, dildos, etc).
I decided to lead a healthy life of a normal man so I'm leaving this degenerate stuff behind and recovering from it.