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Week three since I quit my job. Or is it four?
Creeping alcoholism. I am not an alcoholic, but every time I feel the need to go grab a beer becoming a little stronger. I drink boatloads of coffee. I spend my days in Youtube and 4chan as if my time was worth nothing. My goals seem like a distant fiction fantasy land and whatever effort I put into correcting the bad habits are promptly thwarted. More beer, four cups of coffee a day, sugary stuff. Nothing satisfies me. I got a black eye training at the gym, I won't be able to attend to job interviews for at least a week or two.
I can afford to keep doing this for about three months, financially. Mentally, not so sure.