>>9038692just some big anime tiddies
im sorry that happened to you fren it is hard to have such strong feelings for somebody knowing they are not reciprocated
when that happened to me i spent a lot of time sulking and taking sleeping pills because it was easier than moving on and i felt almost comforted in my sadness, i was also scared that somebody i was so emotionally invested in was able to make me feel like that, and it wasnt even really her fault, all she did was say no. its a scary thing when somebody has so much power over you they can destroy your mental without even trying or meaning to. i then started forcing myself to go workout and physically push myself as much as i could at first because i felt so pathetic and i wanted to physically damage myself without cutting because i was ashamed that i was so weak. i thought it would make her notice me but after i realized how good i felt being sore from a workout i stopped lifting for her and started lifting for me because i enjoyed it
although i havent really gotten close to anybody romantically and i lost a lot of my friends and i spend most of my days by myself because i am scared to let anybody in, but i really like being alone because i dont have anybody to answer to
