>>9040350As people get older convictions get weighed against the real world consequences and you learn to change previously held ideas as you associate yourself with different "scenes".
>for example if you hangout with a heroin crowd you'll probably itch a lot and not care about how your skin looksAs well as we have to make choices that weigh on our morals and convictions that challenge us in tough times on whether we're really true to what we say we are or just coping in life to avoid the reality we suppress.
Once upon a time I was a straight edge kid who thought that communism was a viable ideology.
"Difference in judgement is a difference in information."-some Japanese proverb taped to my desk
It won't mean much coming from me but you will change and I know that you will because I was once young too but people seem to forget that 5 years ago isn't that long.