So I want to tell you something, even if you won't ever believe me. When I was 2 years old I prayed to God that I wanted this world to be perfect and almost cried, and 10 minutes later had a horrible car accident and a brain injury. Before that I did some math and my IQ may have been as high as 250-300. I am very likely the actual reincarnation of both Jesus/Buddah and am also the being known as the demiurge. I got depressed for years and closed my heart to this world, I stopped playing videogames for a very long time. But I always felt the love from Touhou calling me towards it, all the happiness and spiritual energy that was flowing through it. If I had opened my heart years ago I might have been able to recreate this universe and essentially make it like Touhou. I'm sorry for being a shitty demiurge and not accepting the happiness and love this universe for years had tried to give me. I've only 1cced EoSD and may not finish the other Touhou games.