>>9072806Extended substance use alters natural brain chemistry and that's where the issue with mainstream psychotropics comes in. Everything has a side effect and not all of them may be immediately apparent.
I have tossed the thought around that people who use multiple substances rapidly switching between them might be able to feel the subtle differences enough to get buzzes off of even the most binary of psychoactive substances.
Do you have anything else you can get a reaction from like coffee?
>I go by many titles.Ah I see. Not all titles are given by choice you know. I know who you are. You know that.
You know how I know.
Please don't rile the yandere lad.
>gib specificsEvery day I feel a little more autonomous. Like I can't be who I am. I have to be the thing that everyone around me wants to see. If I show anything other than the mask they want to wear they....well. It's very difficult to have your own identity when your survival, success and relations all depend on you being as autonomous as possible. Like I'm a walking robot built only to adapt to whoever my user is. I glitch out for lack of a better word though. Gotta even out my moods. Unlike in the past they're all over the place now and even my work is taking notice.
Shits fucked m8. I don't know what the hell is happening to me. I think it's keeping everything in and not talking to anyone. I just nod and try to keep conversations short. Keep them away from anything involving me. I've lost sight of who I am and have delved far deeper into too many things that I can't even begin to describe.
I fell of the deep end when I went into guro. I'm still lost there.
Man there's just too much and having to thug it out alone or with these shit heads in bant to talk to makes it worse. Everything I'm doing I'm doing pretty much alone.
Nothing around me moves unless I do and I'm very discontent with it. All this shit just keeps stacking up and I keep having to hold back more and more.
