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I dont celebrate birthday anymore after 18, it is just about getting older
I am 21, university man, traveled half of the planet still not managed to make a single friend, yes absolutely zero friend
I am isolated
Incapable of joining a conversation or keep the conversation.
standing there like an idiot in any social events
I even tried to act like a clown back in middle school to get people’s attention but it didn't work, only opposite effects
My defence mechanism is so strong that I am lying to myself that being alone is smart
Now I have two worlds, a real world and an imaginary world that is created based on reality, I have imaginary conversations all the time that makes me unproductive and wasted so much time what can I do?
I am 21, university man, traveled half of the planet still not managed to make a single friend, yes absolutely zero friend
I am isolated
Incapable of joining a conversation or keep the conversation.
standing there like an idiot in any social events
I even tried to act like a clown back in middle school to get people’s attention but it didn't work, only opposite effects
My defence mechanism is so strong that I am lying to myself that being alone is smart
Now I have two worlds, a real world and an imaginary world that is created based on reality, I have imaginary conversations all the time that makes me unproductive and wasted so much time what can I do?
