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Anonymous Mon 18 Nov 2019 07:03:58 No.9084206 View View Reply Original Report

I'm fucked am I?
I took this shit ever since I was 12 or 14. I stopped at 20 and I'm 21 now.
Just 2 months I fucked a girl who was a 7/10 without a condom and I felt nothing. Oh god how I hate society right now
I just want to die
Go ahead call me an edgy faggot

Anonymous

Anonymous Mon 18 Nov 2019 07:09:54 No.9084207 Report

Quoted By: >>9084211 >>9084212 >>9084217 >>9084222 >>9084232 >>9084244 >>9084250 >>9084265 >>9084271 >>9084274 >>9084556

who the fuck gives SSRI's to a 12 year old?

Anonymous

Anonymous Mon 18 Nov 2019 07:10:38 No.9084208 Report

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>>9084206
That's sad shit man. I recommend turning to Christ.

Anonymous

Anonymous Mon 18 Nov 2019 07:11:35 No.9084209 Report

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you have been permanently damaged. forget sex. now is the time to prepare and organize.

Anonymous

Anonymous Mon 18 Nov 2019 07:12:15 No.9084210 Report

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>>9084206
It will take another 2-3 years to get that sexdrive back. You've been drugging your mind and body to ignore these signals; it doesnt go away overnight.

Anonymous

Anonymous Mon 18 Nov 2019 07:12:18 No.9084211 Report

Quoted By: >>9084214 >>9084265 >>9084268

>>9084207
Same asshole doctor who gave me ADHD meds since I was in the 2nd grade.
It was a fucking pajeet literally. Fucker boomer parents just natively trusted him.

Anonymous

Anonymous Mon 18 Nov 2019 07:12:28 No.9084212 Report

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>>9084207
>this
kill your parents

Anonymous

Anonymous Mon 18 Nov 2019 07:13:31 No.9084213 Report

Quoted By: >>9084252

>>9084206
Population Control strikes again

Anonymous

Anonymous Mon 18 Nov 2019 07:14:17 No.9084214 Report

Quoted By: >>9084264

>>9084211
>It was a fucking pajeet literally. Fucker boomer parents just natively trusted him.
you understand what happened and who did it to you. good. if you are willing to sacrifice like a man, find your nearest hospital and permanently eject the 'unqualified' staff by whatever means you find necessary.

Anonymous

Anonymous Mon 18 Nov 2019 07:14:17 No.9084215 Report

Quoted By: >>9084261

>>9084206
I stopped taking them when I realized multiculturalism and being a misfit biracial person was the depressing factor

Anonymous

Anonymous Mon 18 Nov 2019 07:14:26 No.9084216 Report

Quoted By: >>9084220 >>9084249

>>9084206
Oh yeah dude. Fact is that your brain has been jewed hard if you took SSRI's that long during those crucial developmental years. No fixing it at this point. Not even trying to be edgy or anything it's just true.

Anonymous

Anonymous Mon 18 Nov 2019 07:15:38 No.9084217 Report

Quoted By: >>9084246

>>9084207

They gave it to me when I was 12. Luckily I just flushed it down the toilet. Then they caught me so I had to put them in my mouth and spit them out. Onto plates in my room.

Now they want me back on them and honestly they work but I've figured out a way to be happy without them so i've stopped taking them. Now they want me on antipsychotics but i'm gonna stop that in 2 or 3 months I just need some time.

Anonymous

Anonymous Mon 18 Nov 2019 07:15:39 No.9084218 Report

Quoted By: >>9084219

>>9084206
Had the same issue
Think of it like withdrawals

It will pass I promise

Anonymous

Anonymous Mon 18 Nov 2019 07:16:26 No.9084219 Report

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>>9084218
As long as it isn't permanent I can move on
Maybe no fap will help

Anonymous

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Anonymous Mon 18 Nov 2019 07:21:10 No.9084220 Report

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>>9084216

Anonymous

Anonymous Mon 18 Nov 2019 07:24:17 No.9084221 Report

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>tfw half the mutt flags on /pol/ are literally on schizo meds

Anonymous

Anonymous Mon 18 Nov 2019 07:34:02 No.9084222 Report

Quoted By: >>9084226

>>9084207
I was 7 when I started SSRI's.. Now I'm 33 and my dick is dead and has no feelings

Anonymous

Anonymous Mon 18 Nov 2019 07:35:27 No.9084223 Report

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>>9084206
O ya man, def stay off them. Basically, they work by artificially depriving the brain of oxygen similar to organic solvents or ecstasy (see: GSK's leaked docs: http://matrixfiles.com/stone/testimony1.html). Depends which one you took (paroxetine is worst), but just look into a guy named Dietrich Klinghardt for some uber brain tips

Anonymous

Anonymous Mon 18 Nov 2019 07:37:48 No.9084224 Report

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>>9084206
Did they at least worked for you? I was on ssri for just 2 months, but during that time i was closer to a zombie than human. Slept for 14 hours a day.

Anonymous

Anonymous Mon 18 Nov 2019 07:42:45 No.9084225 Report

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>>9084206
get that testosterone up to epic levels

Anonymous

Anonymous Mon 18 Nov 2019 07:44:53 No.9084226 Report

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>>9084222
Holy shit anon. *autistic hug* love you dawg, we got this dawg, stay tough dawg.

Anonymous

Anonymous Mon 18 Nov 2019 07:45:28 No.9084227 Report

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>>9084206
what are SSRIs?

Anonymous

Anonymous Mon 18 Nov 2019 07:45:32 No.9084228 Report

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>>9084206
Yeah I took some of these for just a little while in my teens, absolutely made my mental state worse when I did them
I'd say that this is a case of reverse correlation, as in people who get little from sex search out antidepressants more

Anonymous

Anonymous Mon 18 Nov 2019 07:46:05 No.9084229 Report

Quoted By: >>9084230

They did this to me with antipsychotics. IQ to a huge dent, feelings and no orgasm. Vile people.

Sage

Sage Mon 18 Nov 2019 07:48:02 No.9084230 Report

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>>9084229
I spent my childhood on ritalin, adderall, and prozac. They think just pilling us up will fix us.

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Anonymous Mon 18 Nov 2019 07:49:48 No.9084231 Report

Quoted By: >>9084254

Have you tried prostate stimulation?

Anonymous

Anonymous Mon 18 Nov 2019 07:50:19 No.9084232 Report

Quoted By: >>9084235

>>9084207
An American.

Anonymous

Anonymous Mon 18 Nov 2019 07:50:23 No.9084233 Report

Quoted By: >>9084236

>>9084206
Not a doctor (obviously), but the best you can do is avoid all that fucking head medicine. Antidepressants are worse for you than being depressed. Turning to Christ is always good as one anon said, but the best you can do is live without antidepressants. That shit aside, the less meds you take, the better.

Anonymous

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Anonymous Mon 18 Nov 2019 07:53:01 No.9084234 Report

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>remove normal societal coping methods
>remove sources of joy and happiness to make an atomised world
>kids start getting fucked up
>dump them on pills to make them feel good in the moment
>import foreigners who haven’t had their sources of happiness removed

Anonymous

Anonymous Mon 18 Nov 2019 07:54:31 No.9084235 Report

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>>9084232
Nvm, i misread the question.
>Who gives a ssri to 12 y/o
A kike.

Anonymous

Anonymous Mon 18 Nov 2019 08:03:11 No.9084236 Report

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>>9084233
I've been off everything for a year now
And I do feel better but still down in the dumbs

Anonymous

Anonymous Mon 18 Nov 2019 08:05:38 No.9084237 Report

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4 years after, no sex drive at all. At least I'm a VOLcel, so it's kinda okay

Anonymous

Anonymous Mon 18 Nov 2019 08:11:32 No.9084238 Report

Quoted By: >>9084242 >>9084243

>>9084206
it still boggles my mind that there are parents out there who shove these medications and drugs down their kids throat and except them to get better. I mean most medications have a dosage limit for christs sakes! I dont know if it is just naivety or ignorance that drives this kind of parental behaviour.

Anonymous

Anonymous Mon 18 Nov 2019 08:13:41 No.9084239 Report

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>Just 2 months I fucked a girl who was a 7/10 without a condom and I felt nothing

Relationship or casual sex? If it was a just a one off thing than don't worry about it, casual sex tends to be underwhelming. Try to find a girlfriend and explore mutual pleasure without worrying too much about climax. Over time your body will likely readjust sexually.

The casual sex thing isn't worth it really. Just find a partner.

Anonymous

Anonymous Mon 18 Nov 2019 08:14:26 No.9084240 Report

Quoted By: >>9084276

>>9084206
I took an SSRI pill just once and I couldn't get an erection for 2 straight days.
Not worth it.

Anonymous

Anonymous Mon 18 Nov 2019 08:15:56 No.9084241 Report

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It's going to rain lawsuits

Anonymous

Anonymous Mon 18 Nov 2019 08:17:10 No.9084242 Report

Quoted By: >>9084253

>>9084238
it's narcissistic , feminine parenting. "just take these pills and shut up!"

Anonymous

Anonymous Mon 18 Nov 2019 08:17:34 No.9084243 Report

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>>9084238
I'd say ignorance

Anonymous

Anonymous Mon 18 Nov 2019 08:20:47 No.9084244 Report

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>>9084207
they give ssri's to 3 year olds.

Anonymous

Anonymous Mon 18 Nov 2019 08:21:05 No.9084245 Report

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i had ocd from shitty narcissistic parents. they put me on drugs for it when i was 14. have struggled with ocd and more problems since then . almost 30. also, just learned about the phenomenon of narcissism recently.

Anonymous

Anonymous Mon 18 Nov 2019 08:23:12 No.9084246 Report

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>>9084217
good luck with that. They are hardcore drugs that are intended to fuck you up for life. This is why most people that they start on SSRI's later require psyche meds. The sad truth may be that your mind can't ever recover from those drugs.

Anonymous

Anonymous Mon 18 Nov 2019 08:24:51 No.9084247 Report

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I was once on SSRI's. While it does inhibit sexual function, you just have to go beast mode to overcome it. You have to get kinky, finger in the ass, peeing on the feet, that sort of thing. You have to go beyond normal.

Anonymous

Anonymous Mon 18 Nov 2019 08:27:35 No.9084248 Report

Quoted By: >>9084251

>>9084206
You're brain is fucked, however, you're not a complete lost cause yet. The thought of what these drugs do to a human going through its most crucial development stage is truly horrifying, but do not underestimate the ability of the human body to adjust and recover. Like another anon pointed out here, it will most likely take a few years for your brain to rewire to a more natural setup. It is of vital importance that you do not relapse or replace these drugs with the consumption of other drugs such as alcohol and marijuana in large quantities. The goal is to remain as sober as possible and go through life and your daily routine as usual enough times until it has become your new default mode.

Anonymous

Anonymous Mon 18 Nov 2019 08:28:40 No.9084249 Report

Quoted By: >>9084258

>>9084216
I had a gf with kids that put her daughter on add meds when she was 3. Not because her daughter needed them but because it was easier for her to parent her daughter with her daughter drugged. She even admitted that was her reasoning. She didn't think that was wrong because her doctor prescribed the pills to her giving that reasoning. Then she went on psyche meds herself. Then she started giving her son add meds though there was absolutely nothing wrong with him. I dumped her long before that but you could make a documentary about the dangers of psyche meds using her family.

Anonymous

Anonymous Mon 18 Nov 2019 08:30:56 No.9084250 Report

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>>9084207
(((them)))

Anonymous

Anonymous Mon 18 Nov 2019 08:31:35 No.9084251 Report

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>>9084248
the problem is that they are using these pills for one thing(genocide) and publicly claiming they are prescribed for another thing altogether (mental health), so we don't know how permanent the effects of these pills are. They might have developed them to permanently alter the brain and did trials to ensure it accomplished that.

Anonymous

Anonymous Mon 18 Nov 2019 08:33:35 No.9084252 Report

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>>9084213
This desu. Glad more people at least are starting to wake up to it

Anonymous

Anonymous Mon 18 Nov 2019 08:34:38 No.9084253 Report

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>>9084242
yep- single mothers. Single mothers are gullible. One of the things I respect about my mom is she was completely and totally opposed to giving me any meds to control my behavior. I never would have made it through grade school unmedicated if I'd been born a zoomer.

Anonymous

Anonymous Mon 18 Nov 2019 08:38:10 No.9084254 Report

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>>9084231
based and fagpilled

Anonymous

Anonymous Mon 18 Nov 2019 08:42:50 No.9084255 Report

Quoted By: >>9084260

>>9084206
Sorry to hear that man.
I took them for only a year at 24 and most of the time sex with my wife is just boring. But it could be unrelated since everything is just boring anyway.

Anonymous

Anonymous Mon 18 Nov 2019 08:43:32 No.9084256 Report

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>>9084206
Itll take a while but it will come back. Had the same problem after being on zoloft and paxil. You'll never have pre-zoloft nuts again but they'll be somewhat enjoyable eventually. Good thing? You're not a slave to your dick anymore.

Anonymous

Anonymous Mon 18 Nov 2019 08:49:08 No.9084257 Report

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>>9084206
>I fucked a girl who was a 7/10 without a condom and I felt nothing

That means you are a Chad.

Anonymous

Anonymous Mon 18 Nov 2019 08:49:33 No.9084258 Report

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>>9084249
Jesus Christ. Speed is one hell of a drug.

Anonymous

Anonymous Mon 18 Nov 2019 08:51:20 No.9084259 Report

Quoted By: >>9085822

>>9084206
>I fucked a girl who was a 7/10 without a condom and I felt nothing
wait like you felt nothing emotionally or your dick was numb

Anonymous

Anonymous Mon 18 Nov 2019 08:51:24 No.9084260 Report

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>>9084255
Taking mushrooms and having sex really helped me a lot. Not huge doses, but like between a normal dose and a micro dose. Around 250-300 mg

I recommend it. I could feel a sexual energy that I was able to build up and craft and apply to my wife and I could feel her response. The whole thing was a passionate trance and it went so naturally and the results for her and myself were pretty good. I wouldn't say I can replicate it 100% sober but I can now catch the groove and really lay it down without being so cold and mechanical and in my head. Mushrooms are the anti-antidepressant . They make you very uncomfortable and vulnerable to your feelings and other people. This is good because you can then process it.

Anonymous

Anonymous Mon 18 Nov 2019 08:53:48 No.9084261 Report

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>>9084215
that, unfortunately, is the case for so many

Anonymous

Anonymous Mon 18 Nov 2019 09:08:14 No.9084262 Report

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>>9084206
Don't kill yourself.
Find out who is responsible!

Anonymous

Anonymous Mon 18 Nov 2019 09:09:42 No.9084263 Report

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>>9084206
I've been on them for 8 years so far. I kinda do need them on account of anxiety problems that stem from child abuse. Mostly psychological. As far as sex drive goes, I have a bunch of fetishes and high testosterone so it's not much of a problem.

Anonymous

Anonymous Mon 18 Nov 2019 09:16:06 No.9084264 Report

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>>9084214
in minecraft

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Anonymous Mon 18 Nov 2019 09:17:54 No.9084265 Report

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>>9084206
>>9084207
>>9084211
>1. You're retarded, shouldn't have taken SSRIs that young
>2. Unless you had to weather 6 years of mental decay and wanting to drive your car into the road barrier at every highway junction pretty much every day of every week of every year ending every day with regret and guilt over existing in people you care about's lives, then you really don't know how bad things could have gotten before you were pushed to give away your urge to have a degenerate coom
>t. guy who was about to jump off a bridge due to feeling like a disappointing placeholder human before trying meds as a last resort and years of being stuck in the same unchanging downward spiral, and who no longer finds wasting time on orgasms better than self improvement and interacting with people

Anonymous

Anonymous Mon 18 Nov 2019 09:19:55 No.9084266 Report

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lol i remember being on these for 2 years. That shit destroyed my libido when i started them, but then I was back to normal after a few months.

Havent been on sertralin for something like 5 years and am doing fine. Have wife etc. Guess it really depends on the person

Anonymous

Anonymous Mon 18 Nov 2019 09:26:16 No.9084267 Report

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>>9084206
Same here. I want to commit suicide.

Anonymous

Anonymous Mon 18 Nov 2019 09:27:37 No.9084268 Report

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>>9084211
Give yourself time to recover bro, eat healthy and exercise for the next 2-3 years and you'll see improvment. Fuckin pajeets. Godspeed m8

Anonymous

Anonymous Mon 18 Nov 2019 09:28:56 No.9084269 Report

Quoted By: >>9084270

what is SSRI

Anonymous

Anonymous Mon 18 Nov 2019 09:30:59 No.9084270 Report

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>>9084269
anti depressants

they do lower libido and you cant get an erection, but its a case by case basis. The effects were temporary for me, and the pills actually helped in the long run.

Best advice is to not touch pills if you can hp it. Your body reacts naturally and if its feeling sad ytheres a reason for it. Quit trying to mute it

Anonymous

Anonymous Mon 18 Nov 2019 09:33:38 No.9084271 Report

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>>9084207
psychiatrists give medicine to 2 month old """bipolar""" babies, if they cry too much

so much for (((science based medicine)))

Anonymous

Anonymous Mon 18 Nov 2019 09:33:48 No.9084272 Report

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Sex isn't that great any. Outside of doing it to make babies it just a waste of time.

Anonymous

Anonymous Mon 18 Nov 2019 09:36:38 No.9084273 Report

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You can impregnate her so its good.

Anonymous

Anonymous Mon 18 Nov 2019 09:36:43 No.9084274 Report

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>>9084207
Anyone who thinks Timmy has ADD.

Anonymous

Anonymous Mon 18 Nov 2019 09:39:23 No.9084275 Report

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>>9084206
You've never looked for the light within, seek and it will seek you, look to the infinite distance and peer past it, here you will find yourself. Breath in the energy and focus on the hearts manifestation in your mind, control this and then you may move on to the sexual energy

Anonymous

Anonymous Mon 18 Nov 2019 09:39:25 No.9084276 Report

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>>9084240
It’s because you were with a trap. Try female next time.

Anonymous

Anonymous Mon 18 Nov 2019 09:41:28 No.9084277 Report

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Doctor gave me ssri without going over dude effects. Learned the day after when friend told me. Also I did feel really numb

Anonymous

Anonymous Mon 18 Nov 2019 09:51:43 No.9084278 Report

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Eccies do this for a day to two, some people not at all or days longer.

i pity anyone that has to take this shit much less have it forced upon them as kids, its some bad fucking juju man.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:IBZx8XL8 Mon 18 Nov 2019 10:09:30 No.9084347 Report

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>>9084206
You’re lucky you didn’t kill yourself for being given an ssri that young. Anyways you need to exercise and take testosterone. Idgaf what anyone says you 100% want to fuck if you take test. Get your blood checked you be low anyway. Make sure you get your estrogen checked too as that can cause complications including depression take anaestrozole if it gets out of control. Be careful taking too much for too long you can lose your hair and really fuck up your blood work. Remember having low test is not unhealthy but having too high is, so if you want to experiment and take more than usual just be sure to check your estradiol and only do it for 6 weeks at a time with 4-6 weeks off. Anyways. Best of luck it will come back.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:7rnMzi0T Mon 18 Nov 2019 11:58:17 No.9084556 Report

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>>9084207
They gave them to me at *eleven*. Severe anxiety disorder. Couldn't leave house.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:wMug35yC Mon 18 Nov 2019 15:27:47 No.9085043 Report

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>>9084206
invest in a rope fren :) ;)

Anonymous

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Anonymous ID:pMe7IndC Mon 18 Nov 2019 15:29:39 No.9085046 Report

Quoted By: >>9085222

>>9084206
haha retard

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:wMug35yC Mon 18 Nov 2019 16:33:53 No.9085222 Report

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>>9085046
>calls others retard
>posts an*me
:^)

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:/NHvTsKb Mon 18 Nov 2019 17:59:52 No.9085822 Report

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>>9084259
dick was numb

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:wnmgLdLV Mon 18 Nov 2019 21:30:46 No.9087821 Report

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I took different SSRI's over 6 years they didn't help during that time, dont take them anymore, but now my eyes are messed up blurred vision and i cant use glasses cos its not a lense problem my brain feels fucked hard to process things and think when theres a moving object my brain gets strained and i cant see and process it untill it stops moving, iv got no real feeling use to feel anger and had a drive now it killed off all my drive use to be functional before :(

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