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I am 21, university man, traveled half of the planet still not managed to make a single friend, yes absolutely zero friend
I am isolated
I even tried to act like a clown back in middle school to get people’s attention but it didn't work, only opposite effects
My defence mechanism is so strong that I am lying to myself that being alone is smart
Now I have two worlds, a real world and an imaginary world that is created based on reality, I have imaginary conversations all the time. When I am trying to study, I am always pull back in the imaginary world again and again, that makes me unproductive and wasted so much time
I am isolated
I even tried to act like a clown back in middle school to get people’s attention but it didn't work, only opposite effects
My defence mechanism is so strong that I am lying to myself that being alone is smart
Now I have two worlds, a real world and an imaginary world that is created based on reality, I have imaginary conversations all the time. When I am trying to study, I am always pull back in the imaginary world again and again, that makes me unproductive and wasted so much time
