Ive been having sex with my mom since i was 24. at first it was super hot and heavy, but now, after i "cum", i just look at my naked ass mom laying there with my semen on her stomach and i just feel nasty. I cant really explain it, i just feel super gross. We have some rules and stuff to hold some kind of boundries, like no heavy making out/tounge, no oral sex, no porn esque stuff like cumming on her face and all that crazy stuff, but we know its still wrong. That mom/child relationship is no longer there and we can never go back, she still tries to act like my mom to kinda maintain that authority, but i know it's just acting and not genuine. For example, if im out too late and dont check in, she'll get mad, and i dont know if it's because she wants me there to do sex stuff, or if its that mom behavior where she thinks im kidnapped or something. I didnt want to make this too long, but still needed to somewhat vent, i guess..