>>9144868I’m afraid that in the future I’ll never meet a girl I’m attracted who has had as little sex as me. I’m scared that if I get in a relationship, it’ll be with a woman who thought I was pretty cool but not sexual partner material, but now uses me as a way to settle now. Inherently, there’s a lack of forgiveness and an assumption of some sin done by sexual promiscuity.
Equally, I don’t want to be walked on and I don’t ever want to be walked in again. I fear that will cost a partner in the future. I am so full of fear over sex and partnership.
By the way, blessings on you polish anon. The sovereignty of my country is at least partially owed to the service of your forebearers, of which I am eternally thankful. Bless you, your country and your service here.