So I read a bit about the Kaballah, and its totally shizophreanic it seems.
Kaballah basically says the following.
There is this infinity without will or intent or any desire at all. From this infinity suddenly intent manifested itself as the first Sephiroth on top, the Kether. You can imagine the Ein Sof as a light and the Sephiroth as a lense that shapes and filters the light.
This first manifestation is the will itself. From this will a layer below came forth Wisdom, Chockmah, which let to understanding, Binah, which together make up the concious layer of creation. From this the eternal light got filtered into love and mercy, Chesed and strength, Gevurah, being the layer below conciousness where the concepts are created we create in our minds sort infos by. From the combination of these 2 , the strength/might of God and his kindness and love and mercy the miracles, balances and all the good things are born, Tifaret. These good things bring us to the next layer which are the eternity (which is offered to us through our Immortal souls), endurance (of God to wait for us to return to him and the vicotry, Netzach as well his showing his glory and splendour, Hod. All these different aspects of creation are then concentrated back together through Yesod into Malkuth. Malkuth is basically the result of the entire process, the world that we perceive and as such does not only show the creation of our world, but also the layers and path our own conciousnes goes from the basic existence itself through the conceptualization of the world around us through the different filters/sephirot to our perceived worldview Makuth making Yesod the connection between our spiritual components and the perceived world we create in our head/material baseform.