>>9155150on the off chance that this is not a joke, please do not attempt suicide. I know that it is rough out there, but the only way to make it all better is to continue to live. the only thing waiting for you at the other side is nothing, and when I say "nothing" I mean it. there is no afterlife, no reincarnation, no awareness of any kind. you simply cease to exist. the only thing that you, me, and everyone else on earth has is a few fleeting moments before the sheer magnitude of oblivion takes us all. please, for me, for those that care about you, and most of all for yourself, take some time for recovery and reach out for help. I guarantee that you are worth it.