>>918991Yes, that's me.
However my Ausbildung isn't worth shit since I made it in a BBW for disabled people and a lot of employers don't really think highly of that.
I've send out a bunch of applications however I got turned down everywhere. I am not surprised though.
One particular employer sent me their rejection just one or two hours after I sent my application to them lmao.
The problem is that I am mentally ill which makes it really hard for me to keep up with what is demanded from me.
My current job is as low stress as it gets yet I have amassed so many weeks of sick days because I just can't deal with it. I need to get a grip because no employer will put up with that shit. It's not that I don't have skills, it's just that at times I am barely functional.
Sometimes I just want to leave everything behind and go live in a cave somewhere in the mountains or some crap.