>>917033Well I'm Mexican and I don't want to be a girl but I like dressing up like one when I'm alone and pretending I'm pretty. I just feel happy and giddy.
I don't know if it's me (the I was born this way crap), the lack of a father figure, being fat and hormones, or that I lacked many male friends growing up. I mean I've had a gf a few years back and just haven't been interested in a relationship ever since so I'm still straight.
But that's just it, I like feeling pretty and pretending people give me attention. I couldn't ever be a real girl, god that must be horrible.