>>9187928>>9188020based autist, im from eastern europe too.
i used to be like you. I thought every woman is superior to me because she has boobs and a smile and "Can get laid".
Then i started as a graphic designer in a big company in the capital city.
i make a lot of money, especially compared to the manual labour retards from my home town, 2x.
i wouldnt be caught dead near a woman from my hometown.
I have a cute 40y coworker flirt with me all the time and trust me i act as insane as possible, i act like a fucking psycho clown with my jokes at work. I literally threaten a girl on chat with killing her every day for fun.
So,, if it was you GO AHEAD, date the 40y cute girl. Shes ready to settle for you now that you are 30, own bitcoin, ready to own a house, making money.
you will realize that when you become 30, you have so much to offer compared to the failed wagie retards that work at factories. You can buy a house, you have bitcoin, you invest, you have skills, you are ready for all kinds of fetish sex.
And what do women have to offer when they are 35?
i cant believe that you can be shy. Most women end up with stupid factory workers who drink and beat them. As long as you have desires and passions and feel secure, you are the fucking prize.
Unironically i would date the 40y old compared to some 20y dumbo.