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If you are a namefag, or have any sort of distinguishable posting style, drop it for this thread. If you have an easily identifiable flag, get a proxy. This is an anonymous confessions thread. Tell us how you really feel.
Personally, I've been very emotionally weak recently and I'm not even sure why. Shit used to just roll off me but these days even small things have been getting to me. It's like my emotional resilience has been largely taken away from me and I'm just left with the soft inner core. I do my best to maintain the illusion that everything is fine and everything is just like it was before even though it's not. It seems as though very little has changed around me aside from my conceptions of those things, and my conceptions have changed distinctly for the worse.
I'm not really sure how to fix it. I just want to go back to for the most part not giving a fuck. Ultimately I'm fine, like I'm not gonna run off and kms anytime soon. I'm just not even sure why these things are impacting me so much. One mildly bad thing happening one day and my whole mood gets thrown off for 3+ days. Something reminds me of that thing and I get thrown off again. It isn't normal. I'm not sure what to do.
Personally, I've been very emotionally weak recently and I'm not even sure why. Shit used to just roll off me but these days even small things have been getting to me. It's like my emotional resilience has been largely taken away from me and I'm just left with the soft inner core. I do my best to maintain the illusion that everything is fine and everything is just like it was before even though it's not. It seems as though very little has changed around me aside from my conceptions of those things, and my conceptions have changed distinctly for the worse.
I'm not really sure how to fix it. I just want to go back to for the most part not giving a fuck. Ultimately I'm fine, like I'm not gonna run off and kms anytime soon. I'm just not even sure why these things are impacting me so much. One mildly bad thing happening one day and my whole mood gets thrown off for 3+ days. Something reminds me of that thing and I get thrown off again. It isn't normal. I'm not sure what to do.