Am I the one to be a drunken emotional wreck? Am I the one to not be able to move on from the past? Am I the one to have failed my only vocation? Am I the one to have attempted suicide multiple times? Am I the one to crossdress? Am I the one to waste hours and hours daily on this shithole? Am I the one to constantly emulate whatever I find great instead of being my own thing? Am I the one to have started HRT?
