>>9258115it is too late my friend but i appreciate your words of wisdom nonetheless
to be honest i used to be a very sociable person and used to try to hang out with my friends often and host parties and stuff but within the last like... year all i want is to hang out by myself and not have to answer to anyone and to enjoy my time by myself. please do not feel bad for rambling, i enjoy reading and am genuinely taking into consideration what you are saying
i did used to really enjoy hanging out with my friends and i hated being alone, but now its the opposite. i do not know how this happened or why it happened, or if they do then they dont tell me about it, but thats ok, i think