>>9257517Ugly is super subjective.
Odds are you're not that bad off,
and it's more of either a mental thing,
or you can't get hard on the spot.
Whatever it is, shut up.
If it means enough to you, you're gonna get it done.
It doesn't. You just want 10 minutes of attention or something.
I'm not going to give you advice, because nobody ever takes advice on /bant/,
so kys or grow some balls.