>>9271899When the toilet blowjob happened, I didn't even know how much I would enjoy it at the time. I knew it would excite me, but didn't know that it would end up becoming my "ultimate" fantasy. I can still fap to pics of her just thinking back to that day, Unfortunately, we didn't hook up for that long because she was batshit crazy in a non-sexy way and ended up calling the cops on me several times for dumb shit. I never got in trouble because it was legitimate BS, but I had to move out of the apartment we were living at for my sake (the cops knew she was nuts and recommended I gtfo). I do miss a lot of the sex and shit though. I'm not sure if she was actually into it or if it was just part of her being a nutcase. She didn't like to be left alone, so would have me stand outside of the bathroom every time she shit so she could talk to me through the door, even having me come in which lead up to the BJ. She'd also scratch her asshole then catch me off-guard by shoving her fingers by my nose. All sorts of weird-fun shit like that, that makes me regret ever losing her as a sex partner, but I know in the end it was for the best for my mental health. I wish I could find someone like her without that extra baggage.
I can watch the lesbian full-on smearing and eating stuff as well, but over the years it's lost it's appeal quite a bit. I'm not sure if it's because I'm honing my fetish based on personal experience, or if it's just because I've gotten tired of it from seeing too much of it. I do know exactly what you mean though, having a guy in the mix kinda ruins it a bit. I can deal with a guy as long as he's in a passive role or if it's something like dirty anal sex, but if the guy takes a shit at all it's an insta-nope. I find it extremely odd because girls pooping is sexy to me, but I find guys shitting to be the most disgusting thing in the world to the point where I won't even go into a public mens bathroom if it smells like shit.
