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read zarathustra and started to think it was a instruction manual for me on how to awaken as ubermensch, an enlightened being waking up from reality, thought I was the chosen one at first, here to find others like me or awaken other people from their fates as NPCS, later became literal God with everyone else just being a NPC, a scripted entity in this simulation I just opened the developer console in, ready to put in commands like noclip and godmode on, everything around me breaking down and having deep symbolic meaning only I could decipher, accompanied by voices guiding me on this mystical divine quest, with the NPC's or bots only there for me to help me awaken, or to ground and trap me in reality, but they all were programmed to know that I was the only real person, making me god of this world.
tl;dr: psychosis.